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Monday, August 15th, 2005
12:17 pm	Im ready for college to start!!!!! Its about time I get out of this hell hole for another semester! Things just haven’t been going well here lately. I have suspected that my sister might be a little "promiscuous" when she started locking her door every time her boyfriend came over last year. But now she doesn’t even try to hide it! You think she would at least keep the noise down or sound proof the room with blankets or something! When mother caught them in the act through my sister’s cracked door, she didn’t speak for 2 days straight (thank god dad was away on business). Mother just stayed in her bedroom going through her old Pink Floyd albums while drinking her famous “cure all tonic”(which in actuality is just a combination of vodka, gin, and yoohoo). My recollections of mother’s drinking with prescribed medicines are frightening, so I decided it would be best to hide her sleeping pills for at least a week while she stays drunk. I placed them in my guitar amp for the time being. Though, I better find another place to stash them before dad comes back and tries to sell my amp for extra cash. Anyway, I think the only person who could probably pull mother out of this daze(so to say) would be Mr. Mike (mother’s friend from Shreveport). Im surprise he is not here right now since dad is away(him and dad never get along, they even got in a fist fight twice). I have suspected something might be going on between Mr. Mike and mother from time to time, but I try not to think about it much (mother is always her happiest when he is around). In whole, Mr. Mike is a really great guy, and has been more of a father to me than anyone else. He actually talks to me about life and answers the questions I have always had about relationships......... which should have been answered by my real father. Mr. Mike always says the best way to learn is to see it for yourself(I get that). So he let me watch one of his old videos. Mr. Mike told me that his old girlfriend and himself made the video when he was about my age, but edited in Ted Nugent’s cat scratch fever about a week ago. Its great that things are finally being made clear! I would like to go over my newly found knowledge of relationships, but I probably should try to get a hold of Mr. Mike now. Also, I should probably go check in on mother as well; usually It makes her feel better if she combs my hair. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Bryan Adams (52 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 13th, 2005
3:37 pm	It is I...Jason ....Yeah dad came home drunk today(which he often does). Also, Mom went to the bed room to hide, as usual. Then dad started yelling at me because he thinks that I have "bitch hair". He just doesn't understand me! No one does.....except bobo(my beloved dog). But even he doesn't care because the fucking dog is usually to busy breaking my cds or eating my sister's stash under her bed. Therefore, i have started this journal in hopes that i can finally tell someone other than a bastard dog, who is usually fucked up on smack, about my miserable life as an electrical engineering major......You know i didn't even want to take a single electrical engineering class in college, much less major in it. What i have always wanted to take is family and consumer science! I know its rather strange, however, there is a reason to this obvious gay shit that i strive for. You see.... when i was a child(mainly 6-10), rollins construction was still growing. We usually lived at the various sites that dad was constructing, and usually mother and I always had one site to ourselves(dad was always "renting" the rest of my family off to large black men for several days at a time so they could preform whatever pleasure..or task... that the men desired for quick cash). Mother and I, in our abundant spar time, only had one thing that we could do(besides knitting various sweaters and long johns) and that was.... arrange tables! Not only that; but the daunting task of choosing the right cloth for the table tops(which is half the battle i might say!). Dad also liked this activity of ours because this gave him a more convenient and stylish place to put his work tools...as a side, i remember on christmas getting my ninja turtles and beebe guns from dad, then waiting for him to pass out on whisky so mother and i could return them to walmart; thus collecting more money to buy tables and their necessary accessories. Once i was about 15, i discovered that there was a major in college for me that would include all my talents of arranging and designing beautiful table schemes, and that was of course...... family and consumer science! Well i have so much more that i would like to talk about, but i have to go get mom up to tell her "its ok..... he is gone... you don't have pretend to sleep"...... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: celine dion (9 Comments |Comment on this)